Broken

Last night I left church incredibly heavy hearted! I left wondering why I pretend to be someone I'm not! Most people would say I have it together and don't have a care in the world. But I know that this isn't true! The fact is I'm a fraud! In my nakedness (no need to take this literally, y'all--because trust me, that would be scary!), I'm nothing but a scared, lonely, worthless, REJECTED, sinful wreck who has a cute dog and a satisfactory job. (Thankfully, I have a Saviour who has resolved my sin!)

I was thinking about where my life is going and the truth is, I'm in the exact same place right now that I was last year--two years ago, even. I feel like I need something different, but don't really know where to start. The fact is I'm angry and bitter and don't understand the way life works!

I'm not writing to get words of encouragement, I don't need that! I'm writing to get it out in the open. I know we all go through our ups and downs and right now I'm down!

I know you all can't wait until my next post as this one was quite uplifting!