Today Is A New Day

I just wanted to say I'm not quite out of my funk, but I'm getting there! Perhaps a week off of school will help--which is what I get next week for Thanksgiving.

My family has rented some cabins in Oklahoma for Thanksgiving. It should be fun and definitely very different from previous years! I'm most excited about our family turkey trot! We are having a family 5k run, complete with T-shirts and everything! I've been training! I have this desire to win so bad! I've been sizing up my competition. The way I see it, my sister-in-law's brother Kelly is my only competition--and maybe my dad, too! But, fortunately for me, they are both nursing injuries! Yesterday I ran a 5k (3.1 mi.) in 26:15. I was quite proud of myself, but pushed myself so hard, that I'm unsure I can do it again!

Why am I so competitive? My friend Mike told me last night that he thought I was going to flip the chess board after losing. I assured him, I might be a bad loser, but I'm not going to break things. Although, that might not be true since I threw my tennis racket tonight after a bad hit. Hmmm.... What is wrong with me? I seriously need help!

Broken

Last night I left church incredibly heavy hearted! I left wondering why I pretend to be someone I'm not! Most people would say I have it together and don't have a care in the world. But I know that this isn't true! The fact is I'm a fraud! In my nakedness (no need to take this literally, y'all--because trust me, that would be scary!), I'm nothing but a scared, lonely, worthless, REJECTED, sinful wreck who has a cute dog and a satisfactory job. (Thankfully, I have a Saviour who has resolved my sin!)

I was thinking about where my life is going and the truth is, I'm in the exact same place right now that I was last year--two years ago, even. I feel like I need something different, but don't really know where to start. The fact is I'm angry and bitter and don't understand the way life works!

I'm not writing to get words of encouragement, I don't need that! I'm writing to get it out in the open. I know we all go through our ups and downs and right now I'm down!

I know you all can't wait until my next post as this one was quite uplifting!

Beantown

I'm back from my lovely week in Boston! My purpose in going was to get Joy married! Because I'm on summer break, I went several days early so I could help out where I was needed! Let me just tell you, planning a wedding is tiring (nothing that anyone who reads my blog doesn't know--you've all planned your own weddings). Anyway, when we got to Joy's apartment the night I arrived, I asked her what the game plan was and she showed me a printed out schedule for the week. I was quite impressed with Joy's organizational skills! Anyway, the calendar was chalk full of activities that were sure to keep us busy until Saturday evening.

Day 1-Wednesday, Joy and I:


found gifts for the mothers


went to the dentist (well, Joy did)


went to the gym (we needed to get that last work-out in so both of us could fit in our dresses)


spent 7 hours (no joke) putting party favors together (taking of price tags when they are apparently super glued on is a B (which stands for bear)



Day 2-Thursday brought us:

David and Joy practice their dance

Finishing up the table placecards

The flowers-- were orignally going to be peach orchids, but turned into pink peonies because the wholesaler did not have peach orchids. However, the pink peonies were not opened and didn't look close to being open. So they spent the next 2 days in the shower where we periodically added hot water in order to shock them open. Imagine taking a shower with a bathtub full of flowers! Thankfully, with the help of the hot water and careful prodding with our fingers they were able to be opened. Jennifer and I did all the arrangements for the centerpieces and in my humble opinion looked amazing! Furthermore, the arrangements seemed to please Joy which was all that mattered!

The evening was topped off by a lovely dinner at The Fig.



Day 3-Friday brought us:

Joy's waxing appointment on Newberry street (Jenn and I managed to get a little trip to H&M where we both bought some clothes).

Lingerie shopping--for Joy, of course! Only Joy would have someone hit on her the day before her wedding!

Lunch with the bridesmaids

30 minutes late to the rehearsal--which was not good from the standpoint of an emotional bride

Rehearsal dinner--Chinese--yum!

Joy's pedicure

Finishing up the floral arrangements

Finishing up last minute touches on her dress (Joy added flowers to her train)


Day 4-Saturday--Wedding Day

The wedding was held on this beautiful estate. She couldn't have asked for a more beautiful day! The ceremony was beautiful! I honestly think that for the first time in my life I was able to see a glimpse of what being the bride of Christ means! As Joy (who looked absolutely stunning) walked down the aisle to the song "Before the Throne of God Above" I had this picture of Jesus waiting for his bride (us). I seriously had to hold my hands and bite my tongue in order not to lift my hands in worhsip or bursting out in song!

All in all, everything was great! The wedding was so beautiful and the reception provided great food and fun entertainment!

After the wedding we sent Joy and David on their way. Jennifer and I got back to Joy's place that night and decided we wanted to go out for awhile! So we walked to this place called O'Reilly's where we both got a drink! As I put my credit card on the counter to pay, the bartender/owner says "You might as well put that away since we don't take credit cards." Since neither Jenn and I have no cash on us, we are a bit worried. I have images of myself watching dishes in the back for the rest of the night. But then, I got my senses back and gave him my ID and told him we'd be back for it with cash. It was quite embarrassing, but we managed to find an ATM and go back and pay our tab!

Day 5-Sunday

Jenn left early that morning and I wasn't going to leave until Monday night. I was going to venture out and see Boston by myself. David and Joy stopped by before I left to drop off some tourist maps they had picked up at their hotel for me! So, with the map that David gave me I ventured out to find Boston Common. It was such a beautiful day that I decided to get lunch then go sit in the grass for awhile! Once I had sat for awhile I begin my little tour that is Freedom Trail. It's a 3 mile trail that hold so many historical buildings and places. I went to Paul Revere's house, the State Building--where the governor used to be housed, the place where the Boston Tea Party was planned, the Old North Church, the USS Constitution, and Bunker Hill. When I got back to Joy's I was so tired from all the walking! It was a nice day, however, and now I know I can be a tourist by myself!

Day 6-Monday
Joy came back from David's place and we went out to Boston to go shopping and have lunch! Over lunch I told Joy that if anyone knew she got married on Saturday, they would wonder what was wrong with that picture! (Joy and David weren't leaving for their honeymoon until Tuesday.) The day ended with Joy taking me to the airport where I was so ready to be home!

All in all, it was great trip! My goals were accomplished: Joy got married, I fit in the dress, and I got to see parts of Boston! I decided that I like Boston, but realized that while I love to travel, it's always nice to come back home!

The People Watcher

This picture has no relevance to the post, however my post does have to do with a an airport, so I figure at least there's a picture of a vehicle of transport. Additionally, I wanted to show off my "come on knock on my door" pose.

Recently I had the the opportunity to spend some quality time at the airport. I love the airport because it's the one place where I'm always thankful I am who I am, because let me just tell ya folks, there are some strange birds out there!

While waiting for my ride to come pick me up at the Ontario Airport in southern California, I was blessed to hear a one sided conversation with a man carrying this leather carry-on suitcase that was so old school it didn't have wheels. He had obviously just deplaned and was waiting out front for his ride. As he was talking on the phone to this unknown individual, he's pacing the outside of the airport as unknown person is speaking. I love hearing one-sided phone conversations because you get to guess what the non-present speaker is saying. It was pretty easy to guess what he/she was saying because this man's amusing retort was "Well, they told me on the plane we were going to Ontario!"

The second story was at the same place within 5 minutes of each other. This couple came out of the airport and the guy said, "Let's cross here." He then proceeds to start walking as his girlfriend appears a bit confused. Shortly thereafter, he turned around, looked back at the airport, then looked at his girlfriend and said, "Wait, our luggage." They then turned back around toward baggage claim. A few seconds later, I overheard him say, "Why didn't you tell me?" Her response: "I thought you said you were just checking the weather."

Funny? I thought so!

The Second Date

eHarmony Jason and I went out for a second time tonight. He called me yesterday and asked if I would go with him to shop for a white shirt that he could wear with a suit. A little unsure of his intention, I agreed to meet him. So, when we met up at 8:00, I asked him where he liked to shop. He truly had no idea, and even had to look at a little note he had made to himself as to what his shirt size was. Realizing I was going to be in charge of finding him a shirt, I felt a little nervous as I've never shopped for a guy before--and everyone knows of my love for shopping! So, we walk into the first major store and literally, he chooses the second shirt I show him. And that's that, ladies and gentlemen! By this time, it's---what??? 8:15????

He suggested we go for a drink at Dave and Buster's! So, off we go! We go down to the Midway and to the bar. Drinks in hand, we go to the basketball game where I beat him soundly 3 straight times. Then we head to the car racing games where I won the first of 2. Then we go to skee ball where he did beat me twice--but then I turned around and beat him twice after that! Yes, people, I do keep track! We headed to a quiet place at the bar for another beer and I have to admit the eye tick was not as noticeable this evening. In fact, the evening was quite pleasant. I think I'll give him a 3rd date.

Dating 101

Tonight I went out with eharmony Jason. Jason is a 33 year old who just earned his MBA. I would say he is the geeky smart guy, which, in my opinion is endearing. He's quite social and very nice. Additionally, he has this knack for telling cheesy jokes---which I love! What's the downside? He has this eye tick. It could be out of nervousness, but I would be in the middle of a sentence and his tick would distract me so much that I'd forget what I was saying! Seriously! In fact, I don't remember much else about what went on! This could be a problem people!!!! What do ya'll think?

Please, Please Don't Answer!!!

I'm a bit concerned that I might have a little too much 'Y' chromosome in me. I've had this theory now for awhile.

First of all, I'm not much of a shopper. I have what I have affectionately dubbed "Mall Syndrome." Symptoms of Mall Syndrome may include, but are not limited to: anxiety upon driving up to the mall, immediate tiredness upon entering the mall, poor self esteem and depression. This has been going on for awhile now. A lot of it has to do with spending money and some of it has to do with the way clothes fit (or don't fit) me.

Secondly, I really don't like talking on the phone. I will avoid it at all costs! So, if you're wondering why I haven't called you lately, now you know why. I've not been secretive about my venture with eharmony. Recently this boy asked me for my number so he could call me. Now part of me is thinking, "Yes! That's how you do it, call, meet then decide if you like each other--don't get to know each other through email because it probably won't work out anyway!" The other part of me is thinking, "Oh know! I have to carry a conversation with someone I don't know. What will I say? I'd rather he just text or IM and we'll find a time to meet and do a little flirting in the meantime, but nothing really substantial." Now, I know it sounds like a double standard. I've decided there are a couple of reasons why I'd rather text than talk on the phone. 1) I can be doing other things while texting or IM'ing. I can leave for a bit and come back to it. 2) It gives me a bit longer to think about clever or witty things to say. And 3) It's difficult to carry on a conversation with someone when you have absolutely no history with this person. Most of the time it's idle chit chat that bores me to pieces because, truly, I could care less! Now, if you know me well, I hope you understand that you, specifically, don't bore me to pieces--because I know you. I can picture you while you're talking. But I really do dread the phone call.

Update!
In fact, said boy did leave me a message and when I called him back I was crossing my fingers that he wouldn't answer! What is wrong with me? Am I really a girl? Please tell me I'm a girl and that this is all okay!

Bring on the corncake pancakes!

I have three friends who have begun a new tradition with me. Every (well, most every) Sunday since February, Jaime, Sharon, Cristin and I have taken a trip out to Lake Grapevine where we run, walk, or run/walk about 5 miles. It's a nice fun time where we're all together listening to our Ipods (except for Sharon, she hasn't made it into the world of ipods yet--she just has her radio) with occasional bouts of conversation. We find ourselves discussing events of the past week, or complaining about the bikers who yell, "LEFT" but then choose to take up the entire trail, or discussing fun pop culture stuff like being thankful that Paris Hilton might finally be going to prison (even if it is only for a brief time). But, I can honestly say that the best part of our weekly excercise is our brunch that follows at IHOP! IHOP has recently introduced the corncake pancake! It tastes like sweet cornbread, but a little smoother to the palate. According to Mae, the BEST waitress ever, they're only around for a limited time, until the end of the month, in fact! So, I'm here to plead on behalf of myself, my friends and the corncake pancake! Please IHOP, make the corncake pancake a permanent item on your menu! For the love of syrup, PLEASE!!!! That's all I'm gonna say!

The Results Are In

I have basal cell carcinoma. It's the most common form of skin cancer and, caught early, easily treatable. The good news is, it typically doesn't spread, so I should be fine! The treatment options are cut it out, or cut it out. I guess they have to cut it out. So, I'll be going "under the knife." My main concern is scarring--which is so stupid! They've assured me that once it has completely healed, they have great treatments for reducing the scarring. I've made the appointment for June 19, which is after I get back from all of my trips. But, my dad wants me to get it done quickly so I'm considering doing it next week, depending on how long it takes to heal. So, if you see some vacation pictures and I have this big 'ol bandage on my face, you'll know why! That's provided somebody with a camera actually takes pictures as we all know I'm the only 30 year old on the planet who doesn't have a camera. Also, if you see someone in a straw hat, applying 50 SPF sunblock all the time, it's probably me! Take care ya'll and don't forget the sunblock!

It's All Vanity

Yesterday I had minor surgery! Nothing major, but for the last couple of years I've had this "spot" on my right cheek under my eye. Someone told me I should get it checked out, so I called the dermatologist for an appointment. She took one look at it and said, "Oooh, yeah... we're going to have to get rid of that." She then informs me that if it's cancerous, it's the best form of cancer to have since it wouldn't have spread. Okay, that makes me feel really good! We need to send it in for a biopsy so she stuck a needle with the dermatologist's version of novacaine into the "spot." That really stung, by the way. Then, she took a razor and scraped off the top part of it to send in for the biopsy. I'm going to have to wait a week before we find out a whether it's cancerous or not. She said I have two options for removal. There is a topical cream that I can use, or it can be surgically removed. She has assured me that if we surgically remove it, the face heals very well. I hate to think I'll have a scar under my right eye for the rest of my life! Obviously I would opt for the topical cream, but I guess the biopsy and the depth of the "spot" will determine which route we go. I'll keep you posted. Until then, I'll be walking around with a half shaven off "spot" on my face. Gross!

The Age-Old Question!

The more I think about it, I think my friend Kim is right! Age doesn't really matter so much. It's more about maturity and life experiences! I've heard that the best difference would be if the woman is 7 years older, but can't remember why! I just remember at the time I heard it I was thinking that perhaps I needed to start hanging out at colleges! I think there are pros and cons to both older and younger and I'm going to give each a shot. The younger guy is not necessarily a potential, but rather fun to flirt with! The older (well, he's my age) and is no longer in the picture! That ended after two dates and many text messages! Let's just say, I thought I was the type of person that didn't really need a lot of space, but after getting calls, emails and texts multiple times throughout the day I've learned I do need my space! Seriously, there is some fun in the chase (initially) . Gosh, the more I think about it, girls are stupid. We're so wishy washy. I bet that if we ever made it to the relationship phase I'd want to know where he was all the time! I'd like to think that's not true, but it probably is! Anyway, we were so different in life experiences that I couldn't relate to him! Oh well, moving onward!

As I re-read the post, I realize it might be a bit incoherent so I apologize, but I'm going to leave it for now!

Let's Go To The Beach!!

You know how you make these awesome plans for a beautiful beach weekend a month in advance and mark off the days on your calendar until you'll be sitting on the sand for 4 sun-drenched days? That was supposed to happen Easter weekend. However, Mr. Sun decided he wanted to have a rest and give us 40 degree rainy weather instead! But, as you can see from this picture, we didn't let it get us down! We went to the beach anyway--and even managed to have some fun! Our CRAZY weekend began with a pit stop in Waco where we were interviewed by the local NBC station about rising gas prices and holiday travel. We made fools of ourselves. In fact, I was such a blundering fool that it didn't even make the airwaves! Praise God!! But Jaime and Shelly were quoted!

I haven't laughed so hard in a really long time! It was nice to just be the girls! The weekend wasn't completely boy free as Amy was constantly checking her phone in hopes there would be a new text from the pilot and I was checking my phone in the hopes that there wasn't another text from the mechanic (that's for another post). In our 4 days in Corpus Christi we managed to go to the beach, take a ferry, shop, eat--A LOT, tour a battleship, see the Texas State Aquarium, and Karaoke!!!

The Run

I did it! I finished my run in 2:18, which was under my goal of 2:20, which makes me happy! However, it was 3.5 minutes slower than my previous half. This means, I'm just going to have to do another one! Everything was great. I was extremely tired when I was done, however! It did confirm that I will never do a full marathon ever again! There was a point during the race where the full marathoners and the halfers split off! I was very thankful I was not going with the full marathoners! Sheesh!

I'm back in the game!

Is dating a game? What does that mean exactly? I hate to think that the search for one's beloved is called a game. But the flirtatious part of it certainly is a game. And it's fun! At least I've been enjoying it this past week! Somebody told me that flirting is something that is learned. What do you think? Perhaps, but I think some of it might be inate! I'll explain more later, but for now I'll sign off by asking how young is too young?

The Big D

Okay, I said I'd never do another marathon
ever again. That's why I decided to do a half!
These lovely girls (Betsy and Becky) have sort of been my running buddies during the week and my night life fun during the weekend! I'm almost there! My half is on the 1st of April! I'm getting to the really rough weekend runs. In fact, this Sunday I get to run 9 miles. Then next week will be 10 and that will be the most until I run the 13. This will be my 4th race. I'm very proud of myself for sticking with it. I'm not always the most disciplined, so it's a true accomplishment for me! I'm very thankful that God has given me legs that can run!

Hmmm...

There's good news and there's bad news! The bad news is my online dating appears to be at a standstill. The good news is I'm still positive and content with where I am---for now!

I Love My Bed!

I have a new bedroom! Yipee!! I decided it was about time to do away with my (literally) 50 year old hand-me-downs and purchase my own stuff! So, I have a brand new mattress (for the record, sleeping has been so good the past couple of nights), headboard, footboard, dresser and mirror! It's that espresso color that is simple, yet elegant! I love it! My dresser has this apothecary feel to it! I think it's beautiful! But for now, I must get out of my pj's and do something productive for the rest of the day!

Oh Crap!

Today I was minding my own business emptying the dishwasher, doing some laundry, cleaning the apartment, flushing the toilet when it happened! That dreaded toilet overflow! Thankfully all the good stuff had already gone down, but still gross, nevertheless! I called maintenance and they came up fairly quickly. Unfortunately this is the second time this has happened. After the first time, I immediately stopped flushing the kitty litter, but last night, I accidentally flushed some down the toilet--just not thinking (I didn't reach over far enough to catch the trash can)! I informed him of my mistake and he told me that he's going to have to report it in case there is a problem with the drain! Please, please pray with me that there's nothing wrong with the drain because I'm sure I'll have to pay the plumbing bill! Is it never okay to flush kitty litter? I thought it was flushable! Oh well! Just, please pray! I'll keep you posted!

Wanted: One Good Match

Today Jaime came over to help me sift through all my matches. In my opinion, it was a bit of a daunting task. I had about 27 matches that I hadn't looked at and the list was growing daily. So, thank you, Lord, for Jaime! Together we went through each one and initiated communication to all of them. Well, okay, I think there were about 3 we closed out simply because they either a) didn't have a picture posted or b) proximally, we just weren't compatible. So, I'm sorry Joy, I had to do it. And you know what? I don't feel bad about it, either. Although it could be because Jaime was in charge of hitting the close out button!

I have 24 now. I'll keep you posted on how they go. My early favorites so far are Directionally challenged Clay, Teddy Bear Chris, Magazine Ben and last but not least Clever Smiley Face Stephen. Yes, I have to give them all names so that I can remember why I liked them. So here's to you 4. May you all respond so that we can get to know you better!

My Mom? Human???

Last weekend I learned something about my mom that I've never heard before. My mom has told me about past boyfriends and how she and my dad got engaged, etc. But my aunt told me a story that gave me a little bit of perspective. My Aunt Ruth Anne informed me this weekend that when my mom was dating my dad, she took a little break to come live with my aunt and uncle in Texas (she was in Missouri) for a summer. My mom has told me that she had lived with her brother for a summer or two here and there, but never told me why. Apparently, one particular summer, she went to Texas to think about marrying my dad. I guess my dad had told her he was called into the ministry and she needed time to figure out if she was called to be a pastor's wife. I love that! This might sound a bit weird, but it made my mom real to me. Now don't get me wrong, I love, love, LOVE my mom, but we don't often imagine our parents as children, or even people who have difficulty making these huge life decisions. So I guess, in a sense, my mom is a bit of a "kindred spirit." She has made big decisions. She might even understand what I'm going through sometimes! Hmm....Just a thought!

I Can't Believe I'm Doing It Again!

Internet dating! I've grown to have a love hate relationship with it. In the past 4 years I've told people at least 3 times that I'd NEVER do it again! Yet, here I am giving it another try. However, I'm just doing it for the sake of the quest! Truly! It's just a science project! ;) Anyway, Joy says I should respond to everyone. No closing anyone out for me! I don't know if I can do that, but I promised I'd try it! I guess I'll just have to manipulate it so that they close me out when I know it's not going to work! On a rather humorous note, they matched me to someone I work with. It was just a tad embarassing, but then the reality is, he's dating online as well! I recently had a conversation with an acquaintance who's dated on-line a LOT, and after telling him the story of the setback referenced in a previous post, his advice was to only send a couple of emails back and forth and just meet up. He said you don't want to become too emotionally attached through email because it's just different once you meet in person. I thought that was sound advice and will try it this time around! Although, does this mean I'm going to have to be the person to suggest a rendevouz?

Mole Mole Mole!

I have this huge zit about the size of Pike's Peak on my upper lip on the right side. It's actually in the perfect spot for a beauty mark. I was thinking, what if I purchased some brown eyeliner and colored it. I usually have at least one somewhere on my face. What if I did that to all of them. I'd have that mole that moves around everywhere. I wonder if anyone would notice!

Some Setbacks

Okay, it's day two and I've already had some setbacks. I was supposed to meet a guy I met online for drinks yesterday. I figured what a great way to begin my new adventure! He was supposed to call after he was done with a previous obligation. However, I never heard from him. I figured he got busy--no big deal nothing was really set in stone, we'll meet up another time. This afternoon I get an email from him telling me to give him a couple of weeks. WHAT THE HECK!!?? What is that supposed to mean? It was his idea in the first place! Just tell me the truth and say, "You know what, I've thought about meeting you and decided maybe it's not a good idea and I'm just going to move on." I'll let you know when I hear from him in a couple of weeks. Yeah, right! I'm not even going to mention the emotionally unavailable guy who calls me every once in a while to see what I'm up to! But, I still believe in my quest and I'm not going to give up. At least for another month. :)

The Quest

Alright, ya'll! I'm sure everyone older then 16 probably remembers the words "If you build it, they will come." from the movie Field of Dreams. That is the basis of this year long quest of mine! I'm willing to test and see. I'm a 30 year old who has never been married. Some might say I'm jaded when it comes to love and marriage. I would just say I'm a realist! However, I love marriage and what that commitment stands for and wonder if perhaps it's time I find someone and settle down! So, that said, I am going to begin my year long mission to find myself a lifelong best friend and husband! This blog will chronicle that endeavor! At the end, it might be fun to look back at this blog and retrace my steps. Or, I just might wonder what I was thinking in the first place!

The Merge

I created another blog that I really didn't want others to see, but the thing is I have so many usernames and passwords that I can't remember what that blog site was. So, I've decided to merge the two. It's a bit embarrassing, but it might make for an interesting read at times. You'll see what I mean once you read further! I figure what the heck--only a couple people read this blog anyway! ; ) Mmmhmmm... you know who you are!

A Little Love From Dove

I secretly made a resolution and today got some confirmation that perhaps I was on the right track. I began to think about my resolution when a friend told me not too long ago that I looked so happy in a picture I had laying out. My response to her was, "I was 24!" It is true that since then I've become a bit jaded (as my sister-in-law so eloquently pointed out the other day). Life happens (And yes, I'm thinking of another word). Anyway, I've decided I'm going to smile more! I feel better when I'm smiling. Today a co-worker gave me a Dove Chocolate and this is what the message said on the wrapper, "Sometimes one smile means more than a dozen roses." Thank you, Dove Chocolate, for your lovely, life altering gem. Happy smiling!

Winter Storm 2007

I love winter storms! It's the only days of the year when I don't feel guilty about being lazy! So, imagine my pleasant surprise when I walk out on the patio to let Gilbert out and there is ice and snow everywhere! I immediately turn the telly on and thereby discover school's canceled for the day! It's an extra bonus to watch all the giddy weather men and women out and about showing off the ice everwhere and seemingly excited about all the accidents caused by slick roads. Although, thinking back, I have to say my favorite ice storm of them all was "Ice Storm '96" in Waco. I remember hanging with roommates and friends, watching movies and T.V. and drinking lots of hot chocolate while all classes were canceled. That was the year when a dear friend ruined the movie Top Gun by asking if Goose had died not knowing I had never seen it before. Ahh, those were good times!

I need a camera!

Meet Jaime! This picture has no relevance whatsover. It's just that I thought that perhaps people who might look at this blog (Jodi) might want a few more pictures on this site. I'm 30 years old and I still don't have a camera! I just couldn't be bothered to get a new one after my last one was stolen 10 years ago! I rely on everyone else to take good pictures for me! Anyway, this isn't much of a post, but it counts! : )

Laughter

They say that laughter is the best medicine. I believe it. I really don't think there is anything better than laughter! I always tell people that if I get married, I must find somebody who loves to laugh and who is able to laugh at himself. Somebody asked me tonight when the last time I laughed until I cried was! It made me wonder! It's been awhile! What's wrong with me?? I believe the last time was during a student interview earlier in the school year. The only problem is I'm still not sure if I was laughing with the kid, or at the kid. Although, truth be known, I don't think this particular student even knew we were laughing he was so engrossed in his storytelling. So, in light of this question tonight, I'm now resolving to laugh more. Anyway, if anyone wants to share when there last time was I'd love to hear it.

It's been awhile!

Okay, I'm back! I'll try to do better at blogging. It's my new year's resolution--to blog more. Speaking of New Year's resolutions, we all have them. Every year I tell myself I'm going to exercise more, or eat less, or even read the Bible in a year. Unfortunately, I'm apparently not very disciplined because every year it's the same thing--by mid February I've stopped going to the gym everyday, or I've only made it to Leviticus and Luke and I'm done. Although, respectfully, have you ever been through the book of Leviticus? My word! So, this year I'm going to try again! Except I'm going to defy the one year Bible I have, and all the websites that tell you what to read to get through it in a year. This year, I'm doing it my own way! I don't know how many times I've read the four gospels and the Pentateuch before I quit my daily reading. This year, I'm doing it all backwards. I'm starting with the books of Revelation and Malachi. And, guess what? Two days and I'm done with Malachi. Well, there are only 4 chapters, but who's counting--I'm making progress! Today I read that if we tithe God will bless us! I see it in my life and promise it's true! Cheers, everyone and Happy New Year!